Creampie Videos

My wife (Deb) and I have been married for 4 years now. We are both in our early 30's. When she was in her early 20's and going to college, she used to provide escort services. I have asked her many times what included and all that she would tell me is that most of the guys that hired her are older gentlemen and in need of watching creampie videos. Very rarely (maybe a handful of times) did any sexual activity occur .. and that was mostly her allowing them to watch the creampie videos and jack off.

Until recently, I never inquired further, nor really wondered if that was all. But things have changed in the last 2 months. That's when, for financial reasons, Deb decided to begin her escort business again. She recently lost her secretarial job and we needed the additional income. We have a 6 yr old little girl and day care is very expensive. When Deb was not finding work right away, she approached me with her idea of starting up the escort business again. I was very apprhensive, but reluctantly agreed when the bills began to arrive again.

She usually meets the guys online, in chat rooms on AOL. After they have met online, they then agree on a public place to meet. She lets me know so that I can be home to watch our daughter.

So far she has had 8 creampie videos. When I ask her what happens on these assignments, she shrugs and says "Oh nothing. He was just another older guy that wanted someone to talk to." But when she comes home, before I can even talk to her, she is in the shower. I am wondering what is really happening. I would love to see her out with them and see if she is doing more then just providing creampie videos watching.

I am feeling very conflicting feelings about the possibility my wife is actually fucking other men during the creampie videos. Part of me feels very aroused at the prospect. The other part of me feels hurt because she won't be honest with me. I would be interested in knowing what anyone else thinks.